Single again... zzz

Yeah... That's true...
As my title says, I'm single again... zzz
Isn't that fast? Just a week and it's over...
There's no right and wrong in love.
So, I won't blame you...
Maybe we go too fast... You don't like it...
Okay... I'm sorry...
I don't understand the long long description of your horoscope. lol
What I know is, if we're really love each other, we will be together no matter what horoscope we are.
Anyway, thanks guys...
Your support really appreciated...
I'm glad that you guys care about me so much...
Not only the Best-5 but also the members of TD7.
And my beloved group leader, JASMINE TAI... XD
I officially bow down and say THANK YOU... =]
I'm fine... Don't worry about me... hees

p/s: The root of love is bitter but the fruit is sweet. =]
I ate a lot of root d. Where's my fruit??? haha

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Heart broken...

Had a sweet moment with her yesterday but today was a disaster.
We almost everyday got at least a class together but we didn't even sit together before.
All of my friends asked why we doesn't look like a couple???
I just smiled and replied I don't know...
I asked her why, she answered me she wanna sit with her friend too.
Cannot abandon her... Everytime also left one space, so she sits with her at other place.
I understand... So, today I purposely didn't sit with my group and sat alone at the other side.
Told Yin that I'm sitting with my gf and booked two places for her and her friend.
Messaged her that I've booked. Asked her to sit with me.
But when she came, she walked by just like that and sat behind me.
All my group members were looking at me.
They were surprised. So do I...
Isn't that funny??? My heart was like crushing by the train... =[
I just need a normal gf.
I don't need a sexy or very pretty gf.
Just love me and care with all your heart is enough. Is that hard???
It's really a hard time that I went through to put down my ex and accept a new relation but now??? T.T

Sorpor...
Can you please let me know what are you thinking???
Do you know what's hurt???
I don't think you know... zzz

Crying out...

Surprisingly news...

I'm not from a very rich background... Used to live in a five-storey flat.
It definitely gave me lotsa memories...
I remember I went to Cameron Highlands for the first time was followed my neighbour.
The whole block knows me and very sayang me.
There was this aunty that always fetch me back from school. She's very kind...
Her daughter is like a big sister to me.
Many silly things we did. We always compete to walk back to our house everytime we reach the parking from school.
But everytime also I ran and she doesn't knows it. haha
I remember I even save money to buy her a puzzle for her birthday.
She was happy although it's not a very expensive present, yet it took me whole week's pocket money. Silly me...
Today went back to my old house with my grandma. Saw that aunty again.
She was very surprised to see me grown so big d. =]
For your information, everybody call me "Xiao Bi".
She said "Now no more Xiao Bi lor. Da Bi d."
I just smile and replied yeah...
I asked my grandma about her daughter and surprisingly my grandma told me she passed away two years back.
I was like... OMG... She was so healthy... But yet she died because of blood cancer.
If I didn't see that aunty today, I think I won't know...
Dear Lord...
Please let my kind and cheerful big sister rest in peace.
Let her be by your side in heaven...
Amen...




A very nice song.
Just wanna share it with you, Amoi jie. =]

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Camper's badge camp...

Above is all the picture that I've taken in the Kampung Hijau campsite in Pusing today.
Went there to see the campsite for the BB's Camper's badge camp.
It's really a peaceful place with the nature all around.
Before we reach the campsite, it was like some kinda farm.
Got rambutans, nangka, palm oil and even rubber trees.
It will be the first experience for the Boys to stay in the real nature and cook for themselves.
Last time, we had most of our camping at Tapah campsite which their accommodation is a little bit better than here.
What I mean is they can bath, they're given food but this time they're not allow to bath and take water from the pipes.
They're only given a 1.5 litre of water per person. haha
Luckily the officers and the primers will be staying in the cabin. HEHEHE
Gotta bring lotsa mosquito repellent if you don't wanna get bite.
I already got 7 bites eventhough we just stayed there for about one hour. zzz...
Looking forward to the camp... 14th and 15 of November. hees



Signing out...

MSN pm...

As my MSN pm said, No more single and available. =]
Yeah... I'm no more single. Or should I say I'm double now??? haha
Together with this silly girl on 20th of October.
It's really time for me to put down my ex and accept a new relation.
Sorpor... I promise I won't play you ok?
I seriously want you to know that I love you... =]

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Second day lur...

Second day already woke up early cause the first class was at 8a.m... zzz
Damn sleepy... Felt lazy again... OMG...
Had my first practical today... Again, Problem Solving and Programming...
It was kinda fun though... Learned how to be a programmer...
Although the steps were kinda long but it was fun... =]
The lecturer is definitely better than the lecture's. Seriously...
Next, Writing for Science...
She's an Indian lady... Umm...
Kinda boring at the first place but later we had ice-breaker in our lecture. haha
Sweats... We were divided in 10 groups and sad to say my group was all guys... =.="
Luckily I had Desmond with me or else I will bored to death. hees
There's a guy in our group which was kinda talkative...
We had a brainstorming about sports.
As usual, I suggested badminton and yeah... They "buy" me. haha
So the brainstorming started...
Umpire, racket, shuttlecock and bla bla bla...
There was this guy that gave fan, chair, floor...
I was like got relation mea??? (For your information, the talkative guy is this guy, or should I say annoying?)
Btw, we had a lucky draw to choose for our class rep, asst. class rep, treasurer and a photocopy manager.
Thank God I'm not the lucky one. haha
Shireley was chosen for the post of asst. class rep AGAIN. haha
She already hold that post for two subjects. Pity her...
Lastly was Physics lecture. We were scared that our lecturer will be that bitchy Fadhilah again.
She's really a bitch, I tell you... She lost my report but she don't admit it and minus my marks.
Luckily I didn't fail or else I will complain till she will be hiding under her skirt!!! Herm...
Anyway, our Physics lecturer was a tall tall guy which is very funny.
I noticed that he likes to rap. XD
He said the the the...for 4 times d. haha
His jokes were kinda funny though. Ideal gas, high temperature, low pressure is like the way the girls choose their husband.
Must choose a husband with high salary but with low ego. haha
A very funny and yet strict lecturer. If you're a late comer, don't worry...
You will be welcome in a special way. HEHEHE
Kinda happy with today's lecturers. LOL
But yet, I had a news. I also don't know whether it's a good news or a bad news.
Unfortunately, I have to drop a subject for this semester due to my GPA is below 2.0.
But the from the positive side is I didn't fail. So I don't have to repeat my foundation and extend another year.
I just have to drop one subject this semester and bring that subject to the third semester.
Really gotta study hard... Gambateh oh...
To those who failed, don't worry, be happy.
Happy will surely go lucky... =]
Took a few picture in the reading room today. hees

A cup guy and I. XD

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First day of Sem 2... =]

It's the very first day of semester two and we're LATE... haha
We came out from our house at 11.45a.m and our class was at 12pm. LOL
In the end, couldn't make it. Thought we're late but our lecturer was even later than us. =.=
Only got one subject today which is Problem Solving and Programming...
Our lecturer is a young malay lady named Sabrina...
Overall, it's boring and lame... Her English even worse than Fadhilah.
The whole lecture I only understand problem, problem and problem.
That's the word she kept repeating... Haiz...
Btw, our class was quite ok... The girls are definitely better than before. haha
New sem, new look and I guess it's time for me to get a new girl too.
Anyone interested??? LOL

Signing out...

Happy Belated Deepavali... =]

Whee... Deepavali d... =]
This year didn't manage to go Maru's house.
I remember last year we went, ate lotsa stuff and gamble. haha
It was fun though and HOT!!! =.="
Instead, we went Gore's house last night. =]
Went after work. Lead by one of my colleague.
He brought me a shortcut to Station 18 Tesco. Seriously a mad driver....
I'm fetching another guy and he was so scared. haha
Cannot blame me lar. Later I lost that leader then how???
Luckily I can follow... Hees
Don't worry... I'm skilled... =D
Met half of my ex-classmates there.
It's been a long long time that we didn't sit together.
Got lotsa food... Babi hutan also got... haha
Ate a bit and we went to play fireworks...
Really very very long we all didn't play like mad d.
We threw the bomb at each other. Almost kena bomb... haha
Put the bomb in the bottle, put the rocket fireworks at no direction.
Suddenly, it flew through my friend's head. Damn fast...
KingHo shouted "Ooiii!!!!" He screwed us like hell... haha
Most funny is Arven. He acted as if he wanna throw out the bomb after he lighted it up.
Then, he released the bomb at his place and he ran.
We were standing around him. All ran like chicken... and it BOOM!!!
Really laughed my ass off. XD
Yeah... That's Sohai Kaige...
Just missed some of them. Maru, Amar, Cobra and our beloved friend Harpal not here.
I'm sure the spirit of Sohai Kaige will forever be in their heart.
Btw, I was surprised when I heard Maru got the highest marks in the class for PA and Maths.
OMG!!! PA I understand lar cause his History memang quite good since secondary wan but Maths...
Everybody changed wei... He absent also because he wanna study... haha
Cobra also studying hard for his retake in SPM.
All the best, bro!!!
After everything's done, the Chinese say want clubbing again.
I went there by bike cause after work ma.
So, I thought calling Raydon to come over my house and fetch me first then ni go.
He said "I already late for half an hour lar. My brother waiting me there. My brother from KL bringing a few DJs... Go and come back the petrol also gone a lot lar."
I replied "Okok. Shut up. No need talk so much."
In the end, I didn't go...
Hate those kinda people. Never change...
Always act as if he's so great...
SPM failed like mad and go SEGI and he's so proud of that. zzz
Always say this pretty girl is his gf. If true then bring out.
Don't just show her picture and say she's your girl.
Don't forget the girl that you wanted to flirt with is now my ex!!!
Damn it! Clubbing with this kinda people made me no mood ni.
Know people a few months already call brother, we knew since primary call what???
"Godbrother"??? Damn pissed...
Fetched my the other colleague home and I went home.
Reached home, found out that my room's fan was on.
Saw my grandma sleeping on my bed. Asked my bro what happened.
He said my grandma felt dizzy and fell in the kitchen today.
So, she came over to stay so that we can take care of her...
As a result, I slept with my bro. Thank God that my grandma is fine...
Her hands cause a few blue black spots but she says it's not pain at all...
Really feel heartache when I see her like that.
I want my grandme to attend my wedding party.
So Lord... Please let her to live as long as possible... Amen... =]
The next morning went wet market with my mum.
Again... It's been a long long time that I didn't go. =p
I remember when I was a kid my grandma always fetch me to buy dishes with a bicycle.
We even had a bicycle race with my aunt. (The most sayang me that wan)
My aunt fetched me and my grandma another bike.
In the end, we won... Grandma treat us ice-cream. haha
Now she's getting older ler... My aunt also married to Singapore d. LOL
Will be going back Kampar tonight...
Left working world and re-enter study world... Boo....
Finally.................the moment that you guys are waiting for...
My new picture... =D
Don't cheh or boo me okay??? LMAO
Just a few snap while I was working... haha
More picture to come tonight... (Only if I got take lar)
Enjoy...

My favourite pose... PEACE... =p

I am FEVER FREE... =]

Okay... I know I look c2pid with this pose. =.=

Lazy to style it. =/

=]

p/s: Okay ma? haha
I don't know... Comment??

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New Image...

Yeah... As my title mentioned, a new image of mine. =]
Cut, dyed and did treatment for RM55 yesterday...
For me, it's okay... Cut kinda short with a little style and dyed with bright colour. =p
I had chosen a dark brown but it ended up with light brown. Sweats...
Different stylist, same colour, different results... =.=
Anyway, it makes me look even fairer. That's a good thing after all... hees
About the picture lea... Sunday night I will upload as soon as I reached Kampar.
Wanna give a surprise to all my dear friends...
But don't put so much hope on it. Later you guys boo or cheh me.... haha
Went to work today... Some say nice, some say too thick, some say not much diffference. haha
Most funny is the Parkson's supervisor, Mr.Ho...
He said I looked cute with my black hair. zzz
The ladies even called me "Xiao Ben Ben" which means Little Maid... =.="""
I just found out today when they intro me to another lady... swt
Tomorrow noon shift lur... 5 more days to work... Whee... XD

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"Excitement "

Finished working, ate my supper, sat at the sofa so relax....
Suddenly, received a message saying, Check your results now...
I was like....OMG...
Finally, it came out...
Sad to say, my GPA is below 2.0 but luckily all pass...
So I don't have to repeat but the coming two semesters I really gotta study damn hard to cover on my CGPA to over 2.0.
Some of my friends passed with flying colours, some failed, some gonna quit in the next semester.
Haiz...
Pray for me, people... =/

Signing out...

Happy Mooncake Festival... =]

Although mooncake festival is over, just wanna wish you guys, Happy mooncake festival. =]
Kinda lazy to wake up today... Was raining in the morning.
So effin nice to sleep... XD
In the end, late to BB meeting. zzz
Drove to fetch my bro to school since it's raining and therefore I late.
What a bad officer... =[
Did a silly mistake too. Wore my name tag on the wrong side. =.=
I wore on my left but it suppose to be on my right.
Used to it d cause Boys will wear on the left.
Quickly went to the toilet to fix it. haha
I guess not many people noticed it ba??? lol
And the meeting went on...
Worship is not that good as last time.
Just can't get high like we used to be... =[
Worship team try to improve k? Gambateh...
Later, was the C.E section... I went to the Primers side and we got Edwin with us.
Suddenly, got an Indian girl laugh none stop, then that Heok Lyn.
Don't know what happened... zzz
Noticed SokWai not that feeling well.
She looked really ill with that mask n jacket.
Get well soon... God bless... =p
Later, discussed some stuff with Ph'ng and I left due to I was rushing to work.
Saw Guhen while I was working.
He seriously got taller than before. Even more handsome... =]
He told me that he came back from Indonesia due to the earthquake thingy.
So his college gotta stop for around one month...
Glad that he came back safely...
Do pray for the Indonesia victims too...
Then saw the silly friend of mine. Remember about my last few post about a silly girl?
Read back the older post for further information.
She was with her bf today. Really happy for them that they together happily again. hees
Keep it up, my dear friend. =]
Btw, we had a mooncake for our dinner as our dessert. haha
My colleague told me that I don't look like I'm 18.
I look like 15 or 16 ni.
Should I be happy for that or what? lol
Thanks anyway...
Finally the day ended, work finished.
Unfortunately, it's raining...
Went to the parking, some of my friend's bike got damaged by those idiotic malay fellas.
Earlier on already saw lotsa malay guys sitting around parking and the main gate of Parkson.
Even the police car came and caught some of them.
Some of my friends couldn't go home cause the key hole was damaged.
Couldn't even poke the key in... Called the formen to come over to fix it.
Waited until everyone's done and I went home...
I sure it will be a memorable mooncake festival for one of my friend. haha
Take it easy, bro... =p
Really had a good day today...
Thank God... Nites everybody...

p/s: Finally Sum got a DiGi number!!! Btw, I told Edwin I'm going to dye hair and he's fine with it. Whee... =D

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